woensdag 28 maart 2018

Once upon a time I showed cludi a selfie, and I don't remember the exact reaction
The only thing I remember was that her reaction had something to do with 'disappointment'
like, so rude :v
... Lol, now I know how Paul feels ahahahahahah (oh no I really am doomed to end up like him -crais- )

so to cause ever more disappointment: selfies

dehydration ... hooray

pretty much my mood today
tired and a mess


my mood rn:
still tired

one of the only decent pics

same as the previous one,
except this is the 'emo' version

prettiest, most flattering filter °v°


zaterdag 24 maart 2018

rambling

I feel almost obligated to post this blog post,
'cuz earlier this week I didn't talk for 3 days (!!! :0 !!! oh nooo)
and a certain Scouser already missed me lol

But because said certain Scouser is a lil shit, they will never admit it
Luckily I've taken screenshots  °v°   :
 






And because I am the best friend anyone could wish for I decided to tell everything I did last week,
I'll even add a summary about Sunday as a bonus
hooray now you can read about me nagging
and you better react to it or I'll also sent sad emoji faces to our friend about it ;D

Sunday, March 18th
Last week these two old hags that I call my sisters were home again, so on Sunday we visited some of our favourite old tarts also known as 'our grandmas' ;3
-here's where I would put the cute snapchat pictures of me and my grandma IF I HAD SOME-
my sister would send them to me, but I still don't have any pics ;--;

I was gonna say: 'I don't drink port every single week' but I drank it on Sunday and today, less than a week later, I drank port again so nevaaaah miiiind >w>

yay snacks gimm-
I mean 'oh noo my diet ;w; '

look at that bright colour :3

Then we visited our other grandma :D

yes I got the very first pancake
too bad for you, dear sisters
ahahahahah
I'm still the fav grandchild  >:3

Monday, March 19th
On Monday I did what I'm good at: nothing
well, I was planning to do this walk, but it was ice cold outside and there were barely any buses to the place I wanted to go so I thought to myself 'screw this' and went back home. I could've just stayed home ://

Tuesday, March 20th
lmao this was the day I decided to prank Alyssa agai-
I- I mean
I reallyyyyy am a good friend I SWEARRR   ;w;

lol what else did I do that day? hmm
oh ye I went to see the recording of a Belgian/Flemish tv show and sat in the audience
It was a lot of fun

I actually felt pretty

taking pics with rainboooows :D
wha- what do you mean that's not what "adults" do?
(screw being an adult)
I actually found the perfect quote to describe myself:
"a 12 year old trapped in the body of an adult"

this was inside the studio

this was when I got back home
idk why, but I like this picture
and oh ye, it was inspired by this Paul gif (see gif)
n- not that I look up to him or anythiiiin'
(the burrito of sadness gif)

Wednesday, March 21st
lol you know you're getting old when you're getting memory problems
this was, laik, 3 days ago and I barely remember what I did that day
let's see, I walked 6 km and cycled 2 km
Oh ye and bought cards, one that I gave to mum today for her bday and the other one to send to an online friend :D
the card I gave mum
it says:
'dance, laugh, whistle, sing, skip, jump. 'cause everything's allowed today, because today it's your special day'
(lol this doesn't make any sense in English)

and wrote this inside the card:
'If you feel old,
then just turn around the numbers
and think and feel relieved:
"at least I'm not 65 yet"
(lol aren't I the best child to have °v° )

Thursday, March 22nd
I literally didn't do anything important today, I only ate and went to Italian class
but dayuuuuumn, that salad that I (yes me °v° ) made was guuuuuuud

Friday, March 23rd
I had an annoying appointment 'to look for work' at 10AM
lol, laik, I know this is a normal hour when most ppl are working and having a life, but I've been such a lowlife lately
On a regular day I wake up around 9:43AM so yeeeah hahahahahah oops >w>

basically you go there, to their office and they tell you:
"you still don't have a job blablabla and it looks like you haven't really applied for jobs (normally I just sit there and knod, while playing Beatles songs in my head and not listening, but I totally interrupted them 'cuz I have applied for jobs)
I explained that people don't wanna hire me 'cuz I can only work 'til June and retail wants ppl that can work for more months (kinda ironic since most retail jobs that I did fired me after like 1 month for no valid reason) but trying to explain that to these ppl is like talking to a brick wall :))))
(she literally checked the region where I live and saw with her own eyes that there aren't a lot of retail jobs and STILL told me 'u better find a job blablablabla')

Anyway, I have to go back next month hooray can't wait

Then I got home, did my hair, got dressed for the party later that day

 story of my life

EVEN MORE story of my life
lol

I like sceneries with lanterns in them
idk why don't judge me

ooooooooooo haunted mansion vibes
-plays It Is A Mystery song-

colourful ligh-
aaaaaaaaaaaand I'm already distracted lol


Saturday, March 24th
aka the most active day of the week
also: happy birthday mum!!!

today was the first sunny day in, laik, the fiiiirst tiiime in forevaaaaah (Frozen reference 'cuz it's my friend's fav film. you're welcome, Alyssa)
so I decided to go outside hooray

and oh today I am dressed in "Scouse fashion"
lookit me in my sweat suit.
I mean I think I am totally ready to move to Liverpool: I wear sweat suits, drink alcohol on a regular basis, my English is good enough (more like: it's a second native language to me), I am derp/weird enough and act like a loner most of the time
they wouldn't even notice I am a foreigner (please get me out of this village)

the 'look-I-can-think-and-am-actually-smart' pose

the 'judging people in the park' pose

and then to the thrift store which I love 'cuz they have weird stuff

didn't buy this lil crown, but it deserved a selfie  :3

this shirt gave me 'traditional Romanian/Romanian countryside vibes' :D
 oh and this is totally random but:
so normally my look on the future is like ending up in Liverpool and becoming a lowlife (lol becoming? I already am one) and living my life as the paul mccartney copy I am doomed to become yaaay -crais-
but today I realised I could totally live in Romanian!
(lol u gonna laugh at me but I really wanna wear their traditional clothing, even if it means becoming a Romanian)
(no but seriously tho, I love those clothes ;-----; )
I can totally imagine it:
living in my smoll orange/yellow painted house, practicing withcraft and being shunned by all those christian and when teenagers pass my house I'll chase them away with my broom
I'll be that weird lady in town everyone heard of because she has this weird accent :3 and oh ye I could wear scarfs in my hair without being stared at

I want this in adult size  ;w;

took a pic of this 'cuz I'm almost 25 and it's still true for me
(translation: if mum says no, just ask grandma)

Okay, I'm gonna sound like a huge dork rn but
THIS is the highlist of my blog post:
so lemme tell you the story of this lil book:
I've been looking for this book since December. I knew this one bookstore once sold it and I had checked this bookstore in like 4 - 5 different places already. Never found it ;-; so I had sort of given up hope (in one of the stores this woman who worked there said that they didn't really sell Romanian language book anymore  -broke my heart ;w; jest a lil- )
Today, when I went back to the centre of my town I decided to check the bookstore. And I didn't bring my one wallet with my money with me 'cuz I thought 'hey, I have checked this place before and it's not there, so no problem riight??'
WELL GUESS WHAT
today, one this one rare occasion that I didn't bring my wallet it was there x3
(long story short: it's mine now. and I love it 'cuz I am a dork that's been obsessed w Romania for the past 6 years x3 )

there's that port again

we went out for mum's bday
yas free food for me
even better: free greek food hoho

and oh ye: I bought a kaleidoscope
a real one :3
so I now have two of them: a cheap one and a bit less cheap one,
so one for each eyes
I guess you could say from now on I am
'the girl with kaleidoscope eyessss'

this blog post had to end with a dumb Beatles jokeee
it had to
sorry not sorry

vrijdag 23 maart 2018

supah secret project

hello,
and welcome to what I like to call
'teh supah dupah incredibly not so very incredible project' or shortened tsdinsvip

So lately when my friend talks to me she talks about: her bf, the guy she loves, her love interest and this Dutch guy who happens to be her bf

'she would check on him daily'

NOW FOR MY PROJECT:
because I'm a bitch who loves to whine, I decided to go 'emo'. black icon and everything c: and won't say a word until she checks on me. All she has to do is ask 'how I'm doing'

'becuz wai check on madu (right?) she's just an old tart who's happy all the time, we just let her be'
(lmao she doesn't ask this very often, so according to my calculations this project may take up to 5 years (more or less))

ps: this is gonna be tricky, the longest I haven't said anything was like 20 minutes or so and that was only 'cuz I was in the shower (and ya know, taking your laptor with you in the shower is a bad ideaaa :/ )

DAY 1 (March 21st)
the project has officially started on March 20th, but several minutes before midnight. It started after I left this message:
 spookyyy (no?)

emo avatar? : check  c:

Since I wanna calculate how many hours and minutes this will take I decided to check when I posted the message:
the project officially started at 11:49pm, on March 20th, 2018

Looks like miss "I'm totally fine not being scouse from now on I am 100% Romanian" suddenly suffers with her conscience


Day 1, it's +- 5:15pm
all I did was change my username and she already went afk
(Like I said, it's gonna take a looooooong while)

DAY 2 (March 22nd)
12:55pm
no new messages ...

03:47pm
I would almost start to think that she misses me

lol am I a bad friend for doing this   °v°
naaaaaah
(the fact that she's holding a cocktail makes it look even more like me)

it's 00:49am
it's been 48 hours and 2 hours
we have reached 2 days!

it's 12:50pm
technicaaaallyyy speaking I can't end my project yet
but I have to keep in mind that my friend uses Scouse logic,
which basically means that instead of messaging me when she wants to talk about something that has to do with me, she messages my friend ...
(ye I don't get it either ... scousers ...)

lol

hmmm, 'ignored'?
that reminds me of a friend who never really replied to what I said and just answered my messages with screenshots


lol I now officially got threatened by a Scouser
I must say I'm not very scared
what's she gonna do? throw the paul mccartney pics she hides in her closet at me

The project lasted 61 hours and 1 minute
until the next one °v°